I love you.

I detest adjectives.
Eternities will pass before I would ever find the words:
Four letters is meesly to describe the fire she breathes into me.

These halls feel emptier without you by my side.
I keep looking up, hoping to catch a glimpse as you head to class,
yet know you're already gone.

My own self doubt and depression are the exact things driving her away.
If only it were simple to heal and appear happy, when inside I am so empty.
The daily reminders only serve to hurt, and remind me of her grace.
I must heal, for her sake.

I'm scared.
Scared of the future, the unknown growing close.
Scared of the challenges that are sure to lie ahead.
Most of all, I'm scared of facing them alone,
without you.

It's all my fault, what else were you to do?
I pushed you away. I destroyed everything.
Trust shattered: sorry means nothing to you.
I am a black hole...

Please return my heart, I lent it to you in good faith.
Now that you're gone, I would like it back.
Even if it is forever yours.

Nestled in my arms, blanket of darkness pulled up tight.
The symphony of your slow breath lulls me to freedom from all stress.
I am in heaven.
"Bedtime"

Language cannot possibly describe her allure;
tomes could fill an athenaeum just on the glimmer in her eye;
my praise for her is pure,
if only she wasn't so shy.

Howl of loss rings out in the abyss,
a warning to all who dare trust her kiss.
The only thing I will forever miss.

Taxes with her is a dream date,
Just her presence makes everything fun.
Yet it seems my time has met its fate,
no longer am I her number one.

Phenomenal
Electric
Yummy food
Tenacious
Outstanding
Nurturing

Radiant and blinding,
yet soft and inviting;
to catch a glimpse is rare treat.
Her smile.

No matter how much I try to push you away,
closer you draw near to my heart.
Intertwined, our souls, forever.

Melodramatic poetry, exists only in prose:
to hope she never knows,
the true feelings I enclose.

I love and I die
I die and I lose
I lose and I forever hold her near to my heart

A thickening smog of ire, continuously envelopes all,
making numb, without feeling, blind to the world.
The lead blanket of love must be shed to move ahead.

Peyton, you're breaking my heart,
You're shaking my confidence daily.
Oh Peyton, I'm down on my knees,
I'm begging you please to come home.

Unsurmoutnable beauty,
to kill fuzzballs is my supreme duty.
Never forget those magical nights
beneath the lights
of J002

Life is a single player game:
No matter who you meet along the way,
it does nothing to make happiness stay.
Characters come and go,
yet all they bring is woe.

Adrift on a sea of endless ignorance,
through it all I recieve only indifference.
The wind of doubt cuts swift and deep,
surging waves will forever weep.

Oh never say I'll forget.
On broken back and wounded heart, I forever remember.
Memories so pure and joyous that darkest night cannot shade them.
Like sunset on summer day, your brilliance always radiated.

Your trust shattered,
the enemy not unknown to you.
Who could commit such shameful act?
Horror it be, for I was Fox and thy the Hen.
With sacred word you entrust to me,
your hidden word, your truest thought.
With deepest regret I now can see,
how through the mud I dragged thee.

Like coo of dove,
your sweet nothings melted strife.
Voice of angel,
only to be heard in future dream.

Forever my eternal wish,
to turn back time and say to me
How numb could you really be
To ignore the words upon the wall
That spelt the future of your fall

Like a canine knows it's owner,
so too I know my mate.
World's apart we stand, strangers in foreign land.
If fate have it be, one day our paths may meet,
and I will bark at thee

Time forever frozen in that blissful moment,
staring into chocolate pools so pure,
your tender embrace imprinted on my mind.
Yay.

Life without my rose,
is fate worse than endless slumber.
Forever to relive that fateful night,
lost forever to that despicable sight.
How I yearn to recompense is steadfast quest;
if only I could be so blessed
as to hold thou one last time,
eternally yours shall be my crime.

Purest fruit on wicked lips.
Like sweet honeysuckle on a warm summer day.
I eat and eat and eat, yet never thank.
Only in absence do I notice the way,
you sustained me with the nectar of love.

Deafening symphony of my soul,
muted by folly.
Powerless to console,
survives in sweet melancholy.

Fear controls all.
The harder I hold, the faster she leaves.
Drowning in the sand of time.

A picture paints a thousand words.
A memory holds a life untold.
Her smile is key to my dream,
if not for the blindfold.

Weightless. The feeling when her gaze met mine.
Crushing. The suffocating void that remains from her resign.